Despite the In-Charge's cousin talking me through 'the year is a circle, New Year joins seamlessly onto the end of last year' - that still doesn't work for me.
It's always seemed like a straight line, the year - so 31st December appears as some sort of awful cliff that you fall off, willy nilly. Yet another leap of faith.
Sadly, I guess that makes me a member of the flat-earth society.
I'm not proud.
I have tried.
Indeed, I do try.
No doubt my family, at this point, would say 'you're very trying' - but despite all, something isn't working.
It's all a bit like this really, New Year:
Whatever, this circle thing just isn't happening for me.
It's about colour somewhere along the line. (There you go - 'line' - see what I mean?)
Colour, whether I like it or not, is the be-all and end-all.
Christmas teems with colour. It jumps out and socks you one, grabs you round the neck and sucks you in until you drown in it, until colour has replaced the blood in your veins, the air in your lungs, the thoughts in your brain.
New Year isn't about colour. It is clean and cold and brightly, icily blue.
Or - as in today's case - wet and grey and rather down-at-heel.
But whatever the reality, it's a chilling contrast to the warmth of Christmas, and definitely outside my comfort zone. It's all about new beginnings, starting all over again - like Maths homework that you got wrong the first time round. 'Return to Go' and definitely do not collect 200...
It's the point when, were it not for the chocolates, empties and new socks lying around, you'd wonder if Christmas had just been some sort of tantalising dream.
Sorry, all you New Year fans out there.
Please tell me, where am I going wrong?
We went to some lovely parties over Christmas, and even had one here, but last night was a quiet night in.
I didn't go to bed - I couldn't be that Scrooge-ish. We watched a movie (an excellent, if rather distressing one, as it turned out - The Flowers of War, with Christian Bale), but then we had an unexpected treat.
Queen and Adam Lambert live at Central Hall, Westminster.
I've not exactly been switched on this last while, so Adam Lambert and I haven't been personally introduced until now. As with most things, I'm behind the times, but it's never too late to catch up.
Last night's gig was, to quote an old friend, 'bloody-marvellous'.
Freddie Mercury - sleep on, sweet singer, rest in peace. Miss you as we do, your legacy is in safe hands. Adam Lambert is a worthy heir.
And just in case you missed it - here's a little snippet for you
And if you need any more convincing:
Still not sure?
Here's one for the road:
Oh, and London's New Year fireworks were amazing too.
Queen thoughtfully paused to let them take centre stage at midnight.
Happy New Year everyone, from rather a dark, damp, colourless west coast.
I'm not a huge New Year's fan, just want to get on with things and get through January and February, cold and dark, would like to leap into Spring from New Year's Eve.
ReplyDeleteHear, hear, Mac n' Janet. I'm with you on that one. And all it seems to do, in my opinion, is delay the getting on process - often rather fatally! But Happy New Year anyway!
ReplyDeleteHad to read that last bit twice. I was sure she lived with Prince Philip at Buck Palace. I couldn't believe she'd just moved out and shacked up with Adam, and just up the road too.
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year and I hope the remaining winter days pass in a flurry x
HaHa Jfly62 - yes, a flurry or two would be nice. Of snow of course.
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